My Very First Time

Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2006 16:21:30-0500

The sky was dark, the moon was high.
All alone, just she and I.
Her hair was soft, her eyes were blue,
I knew just what she wanted to do.
Her skin so soft, her legs so fine,
I ran my fingers down her spine.
I didn't know how, but i tried my best,
I started by placing my hands on her breast.
I remember my fear, my fast-beating heart,
Then slowly she spread her legs apart.
And when i did it, i felt no shame,
All at once the white stuff came.
At last it's finished it's all over now






My first time ever at milking a cow...
(:

Everybody will agree
That we were always meant to be
I just can't help myself; it's true
Kisses are best when shared with you !

guess wat im drawing...











a man's FACE! :D

these kind of things happen only once...
but will stay in your mind for the rest of your life.

to ant u,
HB.

eughhh
scratch that.

oyar, said wanna post rite aft d previous 1 rite? guess m 2 tired.

i will, later.

b.

a lot happened tis wk.
gd tings, dat is.
its lyk, rainbow aft rain(??).
last wk was a DISASTER.
total disaster.
unlyk tis wk.
everything, & i mean, EVERYTHING
was gd.
scratch dat, it was G-R-E-A-T.
no emo breakdown, friendship issues,
embarrassing moments...
it was unbelievably near-perfection.
no wonder nth much happened 2dae.
was so lookin 4wrd.
bt i guess its ok,
since iv had a great wkday.

wanted 2 summarise tings dat happened frm mon-fri...
guess m 2 lazy.
s usual.
annnwy,
lets juz jump 2 fri.

hmmm...
1 of d thing dats in my mind, is...
well, yea.
i noe.
tis is bad.
waaaaay bad.
nt dat i actually care.
methinks only meself understand wat me is writing.
nvm.
*our eyes met over a zoo*
over a zoo?
ok.
my eng is worsening.
& i blame it on ms k.

~.~

ds, i dun blame u 4 it.
& did u gt 2 submit d form?
if u do, gd luck 4 d exam.
All d best(=


~.~


so, yea, where was i?
oh, fri.
yea...had guides.
had fun.
& i mean, F-U-N.
played games...
met d sec 1s...
deir 0k i guess.
best part was wen i introduced meself.
y?
well, coz i shouted. ALONE. =D
i noe, nth 2 b proud of.
bt if u noe me, u'll noe y i m.
im nt noen 2 b d most enthu person on earth, m i?
yea.
& was a tad 2 slow in replying 'I LOVE YOU TOO'.
bt it doesnt matter does it?


well, i tink i 'spoke' enuf.
fyn, 'wrote' enuf, u engfreakkk.
anwy, i'll still post rite aft tis.
bt it'll b some jox sect.
u'll c wat i mean.


u noe u <3 me,
-B-


~.~ ds, u'll b TN frm now onwards. :) ~.~

spoke too soon. :(


i was, lyk, thinkin,
y d HELL do i ____ ___??
tis is baaaaad.


V bad.


well, nvm.

hey its so easy i can do it
there's nothing to it
it's really good.

i never knew that i could do it
somehow U knew it
you knew i could.

so far, so good.

oya!!! & i cant blv w frm d same --...
hahax...
what a small world...
well, yea, Singapore IS kindof small...
small & cozy &...
oknvm.
well, cant stop talkin/thinkin abt u...
u REALLY mean alot 2 me...
cos u make me smile...thru my tears...
(=


ok...& im kinda crazy. coz...


d onLy reason i write abt u is bcs...


-'-- --- ----- -- ----.
neither do any1 else, 4 dat matter.


bt its ok...
im happy being a loner...
always hv been.
(=

there's mother-in-law...mother-to-be...wat else ah?...


hmmm...wat do u call a mother w a...ahem(illegitimate)child?...



.
.
.




a mother-by-accident.
(:


tis is juz 4 plain ol lame joke sake.
nth more.

do i say d name?
nah.
better nt.
lets juz call it "dan shi"
as in, 'but' in chinese.
yea.
m happy now. (=

dan shi.
danshidanshidanshi. hAh.
ur stupid face...
ur stupid grin...
u made my day(:
yea, go on. go on & look ard 4 nth in particular.
(=
u turned a horrible, horrible sat 2 @ least sth bearable.
make sure u do dat evry wk.
coz frm 2dae onwards, i HATE saturDAYs.
i lyk d NIGHTs tho...
dan shi.
hah.
tq, once agn.
4 making me smile. in d inside.
lyk duhhh.
im NOT gonna show it.
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D

goodnight.

now i realised it won't happen. ever.




i trusted U.




guess i wld juz hv 2 live w it.

its just a phase we have to go through in life.




i guess.




but it's becoming unbearable.
(crying, still)

im waiting.









still sobbing.

oh gosh. . .wats happenin 2 me?? *wonder aloud*


hah. oh my allah.


huh.


hmm, hmm.


im missing sth...


someone?


ppl?


yea.


i nid a hug.


i nid a call.


i nid a pat.


im in tears. by now.


*sobz*

depressed...
m feelin' depressed.
y?
no idea.
happy(?) inside...
moody outside.
gt d virus?



ur rite...
i nid materials.



phillipines.
"happiness is not a goal:it is a tool for survival"
filipinos, i salute u.

Pure love. Pure lust. Trust trust.
Buddha was no Jesus. Neither am I.
I'm just a guy.

-Daniel Humphrey [GG 9:120]

i would cry...but who would console?...









precisely.

i would blog...but who would read?...










exactly.