LifeByTheWindow

2009-04-07T15:03:00.002+08:00

It's done.

http://suly-exposed.blogspot.com/

2009-04-07T10:01:00.002+08:00

Well I guess I haven't been staying true to my words, have I?
Sorry guys... )=
As ridiculous as it may sound,

I'M IN THE PROCESS OF CREATING (YET ANOTHER) NEW BLOG.

It's probably high time that I close the dusty back cover of my past and open a new chapter.

Will post the URL here once it's done.

Cheers(=

2008-11-12T21:20:00.002+08:00

Maaaaaaaaaan...

I'm...

back??

I dunno.

erm,

c hw long I can keep up w this thing.

b4 i start to gt bored...

& lazy...

& totally abandon this agn.

bt u noe wad?

WONDERS NEVER CEASE.

Really.

someone tagged and i hv 2 comments...

WoW.

I mean, c'mon, I can count th no. of readers of my blog w 1,

pathetic,

hand.

O.O

so...an angel's comment really lifted my spirits.

I'm, I'm totally gonna revive my blog.

say HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

to th bloggie!!!!

(or rather, welcome back. wtv)

TEEHEE![;

2008-05-20T19:10:00.005+08:00

haiz.
one can really hv a thousand mixed feelings in a day.
well, at least, I do hv th capacity of feeling so.
haiz.

i thought th day has been quite smooth-sailing easy-going, until...
justt.

someone made my day...

bt another one crushedd it.

haiz.

i dunno larh...

m i tt really bad a person? a student? a friend?...

haiz.

u noe, i somex feel tt im SUCHH a loner,
bt other x i feel ttally loved(:

nww...im nt really a loner, nor m i abandoned...

jz tt...

aiyaaa i dunno lah!

EFF THIS FEELIN'!
HMPH.

oh bt anwy, im mighty glad my BFF is back frm her hols...
Hahax! =D

2008-05-11T07:56:00.002+08:00

first post in 2008...will prob be th last
hAh.

well...im sitting by th window(thus th name) of class
4A1 08'
noww...

life there is...well there's no life.
in fact.

so i constantly doodle on wtv "write-able(?)" surface to
keep myself awake.

& GOSHH th things tt i write!...
><

iv lost my flair for writing.
no more "linguistically-inclined"
):

owell.
that's it for now.

doubt no one's ever gonna read this.

~

2007-06-06T10:05:00.000+08:00

oh sh!t
juz realised dat ONLY one more post will make tis d 50th post.
-.-"
so decided to post! =D
~
yea. well, since im posting might as well add a lil' sth.
~
u c, iv bin writin phrases dat i lyk in2 tis 'green notebook'.
or rather noen 2 me as: My Book of Beautiful Phrases(:
(or at least to me)
So far iv picked out phrases(and poems) frm 3 bks. finished d third 1 tis morn.
1)The Anti-Valentine Handbook by J.More
2)Elegance by Kathleen Tessaro
3)I Just HOPE It's Lethal by Lis Rosenberg & Deena November

3 gRRReat! bks.
will add a whole lot more.
~
Shall write some of d extracts here...

Frm d 1st bk:
Your eyes are like cold, cold, ham.
They fill my spirit, like a ladle is filled with gravy.
Let me grasp the ham.
Let me drink the gravy.
You are my valentine, and you are my thanksgiving.
mashed potatoes...
Your eyes are like cold, cold, ham.
[an example of a baaad poem]

2nd bk:
I am, after all, common-from Pittsburgh where people Fuck, Fight, and Fart. the 3 Fs.

3rd bk:
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
-Résumé, Dorothy Parker

nice, huh?
well, hv a feelin tis new hobby's gonna last a longgg time...

well, GdBye.

toodles~

2007-05-15T14:03:00.000+08:00

this will be the last post. ever. gdbye folks...

2007-04-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

ahhh...21 april...
a memorable day...
or shld i say, date
in 2007, & 2006.
now here's why:

21 APRIL 2006
(an exact extract)

On Friday, 21 April 2006, can be said one of the best days in my life. It was half-day at school, as there was Speech Day Parade which I am not involved in. I went home with _____(1st happy thing) I get to watch my favourite shows: ____ __ ____ & ______ _______(2nd happy thing) I wore my 3/4 jeans & OP black tee for my guitar class. It was my first time sitting next to the teacher in guitar. Which means, I am facing ___ & ___. I was a bit nervous. Just like ___. Hahax. *shaking hands* I went home. Blahblahblah. I decided to look out for any of my guitar ___. ___ or ___. I was actually more * to ___. But then i caught sight of ___. Waiting at the NTUC bus-stop. So I was like, ok...maybe ___ always take bus here. So, tutudutudu. Went to traffic light. Waiting, Waiting, and then suddenly. huh?! I saw ___ right in front of me, fidgeting around the traffic light stand. Seems restless. Facing the direction I am going. Suddenly when the other traffic light turns green, ____ dashed across the road. And I mean, RUN. So I was like, ermm, ok...maybe _____ wants to catch the bus that's turning to the corner. So, tutudutudu, I walked to MY bus-stop. Waiting, waiting. Suddenly, PHOOF! _ appeared in front of me again. ____. __ was pacing restlessly. Not looking at me. I kept my eyes on ___. Wondering what the hell is this ___ doing??? Then I thought, maybe __ wants to follow me. Just then, my bus, 189, came along. I half thought that maybe ___ will take the bus with me. And __ did. __ was standing right next to me. It's kind of squashed as the bus was crowded. __ kept bumping into me. I could feel ___ hand keep touching my bag. I almost thought that __ wanted to talk to me. So I kind of look at ___, but below ___ eyes. ___ not like the cutest ___ in the world. I rather prefer ___. But, this ____ acting weird. Maybe __ wants to see where I live. I even think that ____ alight at the same stop as me. __ didn't. Sigh. When I got down, I look back at the bus, but couldn't see ___. I wonder ehat __ is up to. Until now, the mystery's still unsolved. Why? Why?? Why??? It's not like I mind ___ being __ *o*. Hahax. Hmm, as I walked across the bridge to my house, I ask myself, what if __ turns up early at the next guitar class? Maybe __ just want to ____ o* w me. Maybe, maybe ____. Hahax. ___. Sigh. Not to mention i got two new cds: BEP & AAR. *dirty lil' secret* *8472'3 423042* Hahax. Sum it all up, three happy things and one mystery. What better way to end the day?
♥

21 APRIL 2007

alright...
so, it was the
CTSS CARNIVAL 07'
2dae...
yea.
let's just...
do a lil' summary of it.

-bought stufff @ SS supermarket d dae b4 w J & W
-woke up at 4AM
-get dressed. blah3.
-went out @ ard 6.10 w my par3ntals. (dad help me carry d stuff, mum juz accompanying)
-reached sch @ 6.25 (none of my Dearest Friends hv reached)
-puva came blah3, jenny came blah3, Guides Fall-in
-SPEECH DAY PARADE.
*1st tym [proud/honoured]
*was nervous/egg-cited
*RELIEVED! [0verrr]
-den wtvwtvwtv. blahblahblah.
-went 2 help out in class food stall
-end-up helping out d whole dae der
-enjoiii'd meselfff...
-...making Italian Sodas. Was A Bomb. [8-10 REGULAR CUSTOMERS]
-SHU TIAN TAUGHT ME HOW TO POUR ICE. A VGD, PATIENT TEACHER. :p :D :)
-stayyyed till aft 6.
-went hm w Shafinah z'Great.
-yea.

i guess dats all ferrr 2dae.
byebyes.

ohh WAIT!!
i took a pic w dear ms DAPHNE TAN & ms REKHA.
& a class pic in frnt of our food stall.
w 80% of d class missing.
(:

2007-04-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

ahh, life is so mundane.
MY life, is so mundane.
the same things keep happening,
again, and again.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
memorise my activities?
nah, programmed into my brain.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
hours, minutes, seconds, GONE!
oh its such a pain.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
just have to blog about it,
so this is the story, that you are, about, to read.

monologue?
or poem?
well, call it wtv u want.
comments are welcome(:
i create tis on d way 2 guitar class.
yeaa.

excluding d ridiculous amt of hrs spent in sch:
mon-religios class
tue-[currently]NWSP
wed-[currently]speech day rehearsal, english tuition
thu-E/Amaths tuition -->3hrs straight
fri-guides
sat-guitar, taking up swimming
sun-hws, revision, prjs, assgns & wtv not.

haizZz.
so, THIS is sec 3 life.
sec 4?
i dun wanna thinK abt it.
nt yet.

2007-04-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

*Wishlist*

1)LeSportsac
2)Levi's Watch
3)Clarks Pumps

yea.

2007-03-15T10:13:00.000+08:00

~OH, (lifts hand 2 forehead dramatically)
im torned between 2 lovers! (tilt back head)
i mean, 2 bags. (diao face)~

ok. dat was intro.
now, situation is,
well, yea, i M torned btwn 2 bags.
FAFI by LeSportsac or Mandarina Duck??
DATS, d qsn.

i'll post d pix so dat u can halp me choose.
PLS, gv comments(:

1) 7507 Deluxe Everyday Bag [design by FAFI]

2) Mandarina Duck ISI Shoulder Bag

click on d name 4 details.

2007-03-15T08:58:00.000+08:00

now.
Daily Update #3[agn, supposedly on wed]
~
went 4 maths supplementary class ystd.
supposedly frm 9-10.30.
BUT, me&wir waited 4 1/2 hr 4 THE SHAFINAH.
=="
end up gg 2 class @ 9.30.
& guess wad?
MR C ENDS D CLASS @ 10. [!!]
so i ony gt 1/2hr in class.
bt in actual fact,
I DUN REALLY CARE.
(=
~
yea den mie, wir, sha, AMY, asf, & yzn went 2 play badminton.
well, i didn play lah.
i become d net.
& i resigned aft getting hit several x.
><
den hm.
~
quick bfast, wash-up, change, den went 2 town.
took 143 2 Wisma.
lvl 4 Sony Ericsson Service Centre.
it was 1+.
waited till 2.30 4 my turn.
my memory card corroded. b.
changed it 4 free. warranty mah.
den off 2 Isetan.
LeSportsac!!
it's in!!!
as in, d bag dat i want.
yayYy.
den blahblahblah[little little details]
planned 2 go der agn on sun 2 buy(=
w my mum. coz she's paying(:
~
den went 2 paragon,
& den centrepoint.
i must say dat orchard is somehow less hectic den usual.
i wonder y.
even centrepoint seems tooo quiet.
hmmm.
well anwy went 2 Times 'The Bookshop'.
bought Shopaholic & Baby(=
tis is d 5th bk in d series,
& d biggest, thickest, & x-est.
i wonder y.
well, nt gonna read it anytime soon. still hv another bk pending. ><
~
took 175 @ 5.30 2 clementi 4 tuition.
which is a bit 2 borrring den usual.
y is everyting now _____-er?
hmmm...
well, nvm.
rite now, im contented w my life(:

p.s. mind u, rite now means YSTD, coz tis post is abt YSTD.

2007-03-15T08:37:00.000+08:00

Daily Update #2[supposedly on tue]
130307'

rite, lyk i said, i went 2 my aunt's hse @ Bukit Panjang.
planned 2 go @ 10 & come back @ 5.
end up gg @ 12 & came back @ 10.30.
-,-

eeaaa so,
went 2 BP plaza.
i lyk d plc(:
1st went 2 d shop where i bought my hp,
coz ders sth wrg my memory card,
bt den dey say nid 2 brg 2 wisma.
[will elaborate later]
den went 2 popular.
bought Tuesdays W Morrie.
yea, i noe most of u ppl hv read it b4.
guess im a tad 2 slow.
bt its ok.
den we went 2 Sembawang. as in d cd shop. bought:
1)BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S =D,
2)Romeo+Juliet, & erm,
3)Charlie & d Chocolate Factory.
yea.
den went 2 watch d Mr Bean performance.
W MY CUZZIES,
OKAYYY.
& huh, i tot its THE Rowan Atkinson, [ye ai no im dm]
bt its some stupid dressed up in d cartoon fig. of Mr Bean.
huhrr.
yea.
den NTUC den hm.
(=

comin up: Daily Update #3

2007-03-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

now.
juz wanna say a lil' sth.
2 U ppl.

u #1: do u ever visit my blog, anymore? m disappointed w u. huh.

u #2: i guess u dun hv d tym 2 drop by. or dun bother 2.

u #3: U were longgg gone, babe.

u #4: same as abv. & u lost ur hse key. b.

u #5: u noe, ur d occasional kindof 'visitor'. & i appreciate ur tags. ^o^

now for d Usss: u'll nvr visit my blog. huh. bt i'll still write abt u. (= i mean, Usss. -,-
wait, let me count: one, dua, san, four...4gt it. ders juz 2 many. (;

2 EERAA: i doubt u even visit my blog. so u wun noe if i DO write abt u.
bt den agn, im nt DAT evil(;
♥ u.

hmmm, each # refers 2 a certain person. & 1 of 'em mite b U.

2007-03-12T09:16:00.000+08:00

okayyys.
daily update #1 [only drg march hld]
=D...
...-,-
~
woke up @ 5am.
yea, 5.
m used 2 it, since i wake up @ 5 evry sch dae.
i can hear u say im crazy.
bath. d.
dressed. d.
walk ard hse aimlessly.
wrote a short note:
March Holiday to-do-list. c wat i mean by i ♥ lists?
sleep agn @ 6.45 (=
[d usual hld lazy/slacking mode]
woke up.
make own bfast.
hv bfast.
VACUUM THE HOUSE.
:D!...
...-,-
& now @ 9.28 i save tis as draft.
2 be continued...
~
10-11am: religious class
11-11.30: SpOngebob Squarepants h0uSe partaYYY. erm yea, tv. d.
presently: blogging -,-
2BC...
~
erm, still online.
YO'd HC(:
gonna go orfflyyn now.
blv it/nt, M starting on my hld hw.
u beTTer blv it. b.
12.20 pm.
~
since then till now, iv been,
phone-talkin, online-chattin,
tv-watchin, blog-surfin,
cuz-comin, tea-timing,
book-readin, hw-doin,
sms-ing, day-dreamin,
space-starin, music-listenin
& most of all,
MUM-PLEADIN ! ! !
i DISCOVER a WHOLE-NEW range of LESPORTSAC!!
AHHHHH!!!
i mean, ahem, yea.
bt i juSTTT gotta hv it!
mum says 'k let me see'.
HURHHH.
by HOOK, or by CROOK, oh wadda FOORKKK,
i HV 2 HV it!
AND.THATS.FINAL.
(:
7.17pm.
~
LeSportsac Announces Collaboration with French Artist Fafi for Spring 2007
~
had dinner.
bought ice-cream for dessert.
d van kind.
me, dad & d van uncle kinda joked ard.
lol.
while eating ice-cream, we watched The Carpenters vcd.
yea, sure they rock.
only that i dunno 4/5 of d songs.
stUPId album name is YESTERDAY ONCE MORE.
bt d song is nt in.
huhrrr.
m blogging now. d.
my last update b4 i published.
if u didn notice,
2dae's recount is V detailed.
coz i update every few hrs.
c,
DEDICATION.
oknvm.
yepyepps, dats all 4 2dae.
~
i wun b online most of d tym 2ml,
coz m gg 2 me aunt's hse @ BP.
yay. gonna do some shopping.
iv written a LIST!!
:D
~
yea, dats all 4 2dae den.
wait, b4 i go, i juz wanna say,
TN, LK, MV, LS , AE, AW, & JB,
i'll always rmbr u.
(:
~
oooh, &, i might be:
1)wearing braces!
2)take up french!!
3)be WANTED.

published @ 10.25pm.

goodnight folks.
<3♥<3♥<3

2007-03-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

ok.
juz a short post.
abt sat.
:)
=)
=D
hahAX
lol.
bleahhh.
ok enuf.
~
anywayyys,
had my usual guitar lesson...
a 'suprisingly' fun one -
& more (;
teehees.
-,-
well, yea.
dats abt it! =D
ohno, waittt.
erm, der will b guitar exam nx wk,
17 march.
bt im nt taking anwy.
nt prepared(:
& also, deyyy r nt taking 2!
so, yeaaa.
bt 2 d rest who R,
gd luckkk!
~
hmmm, abt 'bitches&bastards',
i'll tink abt it.
(:
~
oh and,
u noe,
gd tings dun last.
neither do bad ones.
so,
cheer up
b happieee
=D
(2 whoever who's feelin depressed. particularly abt sch. [;)
& of coursees,
I hv my own way 2 de-stress...
(;
*start by crying in2 d pillow 4 hrs!*
(=
~
ok.
2 many smilies.
bt, HECK.
=D
~
oh yarrr,
b4 i 4gt,
i missed kak has's wed.
)=?
nah.
(=
was sick larh deyy.
& m 'away'.
~
rite.
turned out 2 b quite a longgg post eh?
well, feed ur eyes readers!
-,-

bye, byeskees.
^o^

2007-03-06T16:35:00.000+08:00

ok. so...yea;
finally think i shld update.
no, i NOE i shld update.
its juz dat...
ders so many things dat has been happeninggg. (gawd. my eng is DETERIORATING.)
so, yea...
tests, TESTS, & MORE TESTS.
yea...
oww...im thinking so much, my head's hurtin'
*i see stars*
٭٭٭٭٭
haiz.
i think its clear now dat im in a confused/muddled/jumbled state.
mhmm, yet again.
~mumbo jumbo ooh ooh~
ok. dat was random.
yea anyways...
i tink im gonna list down d tings on my mind...
so dat i cld tink it out properly...
gawd. i ♥ lists.
makes me feel organised...(when in actual fact im nOt)
yea so...here it goes-->

1] well, studies. freaking teachers. even more freaking tests. even, EVEN more fffreakinnn results.

2] i noe its kinda 2 late, bt iv nvr mentioned dat i went 2 hong kong last dec, did i? well, yea. dun gt me wrg. its nt troubling me. loads of sweet memories, LOADS. in fact 2 much dat its bin stuck in my head...unncessarily. yea. & dats wen d troubles come in...
¤ Æ
¤ щ
¤ э
¤ ђ
¤ ۞
haizzz.

3] sch. ppl, in sch. generally. dats all im gonna say. b.

4] Bitches&Bastards.(nt referring 2 any1 in particular)

5]hmmm...wat else? now dat im pen-ning down my thoughts, its kinda hard 2 think...oh wait, im feelin depressed now is mainly bcs MYAMMARXSUX.

6] my 'add'.

7] my 'Gppl'.

8] basically my life. no, my life doesn't suckkk. only @ x.

9] im nt a gd fren...i dun tink i m. i want a debate on tis topic. s in --> "sulyanna is a good friend. do you agree?" it'll be interesting 2 c how ppl tink abt me. oh, no hypocrites pls.

10] my...
my...
my...
nvm.

ok. so. yea. dats d list. bt i feel lyk ders sth missing. rateh. dat was wat i was gonna say.
im,
still,
yep,
confused.
abt stufff.
or maybe im juz overreacting.
s always.

hmm, im tinking of writing a poem on 'Bitches&Bastards'.
some1 suggests a song.
well, let's juz c how it goes.

oh, & 1 ting im happy abt is,
IMMAKINGPROGRESS.
jia you!!
kampate!!
or wtv it is.
b.

rites...
so i guess...
dats a WRAP.
byeskees sweeties frenzies...

all im saying is,
i need a leewei...

§

2007-02-23T17:28:00.000+08:00

had a great wk.
quite/nearly/almost.
sadly,
2dae spoils d wk. (¿)
alot of stufff...
happened...
and - ...
didn happen.
bt ders some1 who...
kindof...
cheered me ┴
yea.
[sighhh]
nvm.
m lookin 4wrd 2 2ml.
no, NOT guitar.
THINKING DAY 2007.
yea.
will try 2 shout.
i mean, cheer.
yea.
yeayeayea...
& life goes onnn...
*lthomfeelindead*

2007-02-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

had a fine wk.
nth much happened.
& certainly nt 2ml.

im addicted 2 1960/70s songs.
will upload d vids.
enjoiii.
~altho most prob only u watch it~
wTv

[nt in sequence]

=D

2007-02-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

a no. of ppl left.
so waddd?
i gt 7 more.
huh.

anwy, im starting 2, erm, love[?] my class?
ok 2 early.
bt im adapting well.
d ppl der r niceeeeee(=
well, MOSTLY.
anwy, yea, lonerNOmore.
(=

so, 2ml's sat yea.
hah.
m quite looking 4wrd 2 it.
~coz tis wk's definitely not a cruise...~
gosh. i feel lyk JKP. lol.
& no, im nt a les.
altho im in lurrrve w a girl.
she's just an angel.
n, yea, miss d 2 of u.
~what cheer, my beloveds?~
oknvm.

hmmm. wat else?
ders juz so much 2 write, so little time.
~scratch dat 'so little tym'. ur juz lazy.~
ohgoshh. iv started 2 talk 2 myself even wen blogging.
tis is baaaaad.
nt dat id care.
(=

ohh, & wtv it is, i MUST write tis...

I CAME LATE TO SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY MORNING.
AS IN, REALLY LATE.
10/15 MINUTES LATE.
LATECOMER!!!
oknvm.
exaggerating.
as usual.
in blogging.
ok NNNvm.
bt yea, tis is My Very First Time in coming to school late in all d yrs iv bin sching.
nth, 2 b proud of,
bt i M. (=
its quite a memorable experience.
(=

anwy, gtg.
~finally~
wtvRRR.

gawwwd.
i really must stop tis talkin-to-self thinghy.
m gg maDDD.
:DDD

rite, bb...
.
.
.
CORPULENT ASSANINES!!!
;p

jkjk, i love my readers actually.
y?
well, coz ders less den 5 of dem/wk.
)=
<333

well,
BYE.

2007-02-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

huh.
wasnt meself 2dae.
was quiter den usual.
& some ppl were freaked out w d way i behaved.
hah.
its ok.
i noe im wierd.
i noe every 3/5 ppl tinks im weird.
bt agn,
its ok.
i dun deny d fact.
& recess gonna suck.
coz i canT stay in class.
huh.

2007-02-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

& i hvnt 4gtn abt u,

JasvinderKaurPannu.

*u make me smile(=*

J.K.P: beTTer??

oh, & i'll gv u a kiss 1 dae...1 fyn dae...
.
.
.
or NiTe.

2007-02-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

ur so full of surprises.
when will be the next one?
i'v waited long enough.

awww...u didn get to submit it did you?
well, nvm.
just have to wait another 6 mths.
meanwhile, PRACTICE!!!
(=

ohhh, so ur not quitting.
i thought u were.
*relieved*
(:

TN, LK...LS, MV...
U guys ROCK!!

righttt. dats all.
m lookin 4wrd 2 weds&sats.
;]

yes, u improved.
hope u dun change.

convoitise...

2007-01-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

My Very First Time

Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2006 16:21:30-0500

The sky was dark, the moon was high.
All alone, just she and I.
Her hair was soft, her eyes were blue,
I knew just what she wanted to do.
Her skin so soft, her legs so fine,
I ran my fingers down her spine.
I didn't know how, but i tried my best,
I started by placing my hands on her breast.
I remember my fear, my fast-beating heart,
Then slowly she spread her legs apart.
And when i did it, i felt no shame,
All at once the white stuff came.
At last it's finished it's all over now

My first time ever at milking a cow...
(:

2007-01-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

Everybody will agree
That we were always meant to be
I just can't help myself; it's true
Kisses are best when shared with you !

2007-01-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

guess wat im drawing...

a man's FACE! :D

2007-01-28T09:09:00.000+08:00

these kind of things happen only once...
but will stay in your mind for the rest of your life.

to ant u,
HB.

eughhh
scratch that.

oyar, said wanna post rite aft d previous 1 rite? guess m 2 tired.

i will, later.

b.

2007-01-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

a lot happened tis wk.
gd tings, dat is.
its lyk, rainbow aft rain(??).
last wk was a DISASTER.
total disaster.
unlyk tis wk.
everything, & i mean, EVERYTHING
was gd.
scratch dat, it was G-R-E-A-T.
no emo breakdown, friendship issues,
embarrassing moments...
it was unbelievably near-perfection.
no wonder nth much happened 2dae.
was so lookin 4wrd.
bt i guess its ok,
since iv had a great wkday.

wanted 2 summarise tings dat happened frm mon-fri...
guess m 2 lazy.
s usual.
annnwy,
lets juz jump 2 fri.

hmmm...
1 of d thing dats in my mind, is...
well, yea.
i noe.
tis is bad.
waaaaay bad.
nt dat i actually care.
methinks only meself understand wat me is writing.
nvm.
*our eyes met over a zoo*
over a zoo?
ok.
my eng is worsening.
& i blame it on ms k.

~.~

ds, i dun blame u 4 it.
& did u gt 2 submit d form?
if u do, gd luck 4 d exam.
All d best(=

~.~

so, yea, where was i?
oh, fri.
yea...had guides.
had fun.
& i mean, F-U-N.
played games...
met d sec 1s...
deir 0k i guess.
best part was wen i introduced meself.
y?
well, coz i shouted. ALONE. =D
i noe, nth 2 b proud of.
bt if u noe me, u'll noe y i m.
im nt noen 2 b d most enthu person on earth, m i?
yea.
& was a tad 2 slow in replying 'I LOVE YOU TOO'.
bt it doesnt matter does it?

well, i tink i 'spoke' enuf.
fyn, 'wrote' enuf, u engfreakkk.
anwy, i'll still post rite aft tis.
bt it'll b some jox sect.
u'll c wat i mean.

u noe u <3 me,
-B-

~.~ ds, u'll b TN frm now onwards. :) ~.~

2007-01-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

spoke too soon. :(

i was, lyk, thinkin,
y d HELL do i ____ ___??
tis is baaaaad.

V bad.

well, nvm.

2007-01-27T08:20:00.000+08:00

hey its so easy i can do it
there's nothing to it
it's really good.

i never knew that i could do it
somehow U knew it
you knew i could.

so far, so good.

2007-01-21T15:27:00.000+08:00

oya!!! & i cant blv w frm d same --...
hahax...
what a small world...
well, yea, Singapore IS kindof small...
small & cozy &...
oknvm.
well, cant stop talkin/thinkin abt u...
u REALLY mean alot 2 me...
cos u make me smile...thru my tears...
(=

ok...& im kinda crazy. coz...

d onLy reason i write abt u is bcs...

-'-- --- ----- -- ----.
neither do any1 else, 4 dat matter.

bt its ok...
im happy being a loner...
always hv been.
(=

2007-01-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

there's mother-in-law...mother-to-be...wat else ah?...

hmmm...wat do u call a mother w a...ahem(illegitimate)child?...

.
.
.

a mother-by-accident.
(:

tis is juz 4 plain ol lame joke sake.
nth more.

2007-01-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

do i say d name?
nah.
better nt.
lets juz call it "dan shi"
as in, 'but' in chinese.
yea.
m happy now. (=

2007-01-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

dan shi.
danshidanshidanshi. hAh.
ur stupid face...
ur stupid grin...
u made my day(:
yea, go on. go on & look ard 4 nth in particular.
(=
u turned a horrible, horrible sat 2 @ least sth bearable.
make sure u do dat evry wk.
coz frm 2dae onwards, i HATE saturDAYs.
i lyk d NIGHTs tho...
dan shi.
hah.
tq, once agn.
4 making me smile. in d inside.
lyk duhhh.
im NOT gonna show it.
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D

2007-01-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

goodnight.

2007-01-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

now i realised it won't happen. ever.

i trusted U.

guess i wld juz hv 2 live w it.

2007-01-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

its just a phase we have to go through in life.

i guess.

but it's becoming unbearable.
(crying, still)

2007-01-19T21:02:00.001+08:00

im waiting.

still sobbing.

2007-01-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. . .wats happenin 2 me?? *wonder aloud*

hah. oh my allah.

huh.

hmm, hmm.

im missing sth...

someone?

ppl?

yea.

i nid a hug.

i nid a call.

i nid a pat.

im in tears. by now.

*sobz*

2007-01-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

depressed...
m feelin' depressed.
y?
no idea.
happy(?) inside...
moody outside.
gt d virus?

ur rite...
i nid materials.

phillipines.
"happiness is not a goal:it is a tool for survival"
filipinos, i salute u.

2007-01-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

Pure love. Pure lust. Trust trust.
Buddha was no Jesus. Neither am I.
I'm just a guy.

-Daniel Humphrey [GG 9:120]

2007-01-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

i would cry...but who would console?...

precisely.

2007-01-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

i would blog...but who would read?...

exactly.

2006-12-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

i juz GOT 2 post tis. its SO true.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

2006-12-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

went random blog surfing.
found tis blog full of quizzes d person took.
tried all of em.
compared d results.
some r same.
mostly diff.
yea.
now i'll post my results.
oooh. i lyk writing in tis format.
its lyk ideas flowing thru my head.

1)

Your Fortune Is

He who fishes in another man's well often catches crab.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

You Are Cupid

A total romantic, you're always crushing on a new reindeer.

Why You're Naughty: You've caused so much drama, all the reindeers aren't speaking to each other.

Why You're Nice: You have a knack for playing matchmaker. You even hooked Rudolph up!

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

You Are A Hazelnut Tree

You're a charmer with a killer sense of humor.
You are very demanding, but you can also be very understanding.
No matter what, you always make a lasting impression - you're quite popular.
Passionate, you are an active fighter for social causes and politics.
In general, you are moody, honest, a perfectionist, and very sexual.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Your French Name is:

Chanel Desvilliers

What's Your French Name?

You Are From Venus

You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious.
A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host.
You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all.
Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform.
Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.

What Planet Are You From?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

10)

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red

Your energy: hot

Your season: spring

Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

What Element Are You?

11)

Your Inner Muse is Thalia

You are most like this playful muse of comedy.
Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic.
You make people laugh until their sides split.
And you're always up for some play time!

What Muse Are You?

12)

Your Kissing Purity Score: 71% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

13)

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

14)

You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

What's Your Personality Type?

RRRite...dats all 4 now...

2006-12-05T13:33:00.000+08:00

& here's d vid:

2006-12-05T13:14:00.001+08:00

oooh. im adddddicted 2 tis song mann. memorising d lyrics. yeahhh.

Here's d lyrics:

Un Ange Frappe à Ma Porte - Natasha St Pier

Un signe, une larme,
un mot, une arme,
nettoyer les etoiles a l'alcool de mon ame

Un vide, un mal
des roses qui se fanent
quelqu'un qui prend la place de
quelqu'un d'autre

Un ange frappe a ma porte
Est-ce que je le laisse entrer
Ce n'est pas toujours ma faute
Si les choses sont cassaes
Le diable frappe a ma porte
Il demande a me parler
Il y a en moi toujours l'autre
Attire par le danger

Un fil, une faille,
l'amour, une paille,
j'me noie dans un verre d'eau
j'me sens mal dans ma peau

Je ris je cache le vrai derriere un masque,
le soleil ne va jamais se lever.

Un ange frappe a ma porte
Est-ce que je le laisse entrer
Ce n'est pas toujours ma faute
Si les choses sont cassees
Le diable frappe a ma porte
Il demande a me parler
Il y a en moi toujours l'autre
Attire par le danger

Je n'suis pas si forte que ca
et la nuit je ne dors pas,
tous ces reves ca ne m'aide pas,
Un enfant frappe a ma porte
il laisse entrer la lumiere,
il a mes yeux et mon coeur,
et derriere lui c'est l'enfer

Un ange frappe a ma porte
Est-ce que je le laisse entrer
Ce n'est pas toujours ma faute
Si les choses sont gachees!!

Ce n'est pas toujours ma faute
Si les choses sont cassees

Ce n'est pas toujours ma faute
Si les choses sont gachees...

2006-11-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

yayayayayayayay. J'aime mon blog ! ! <3<3<3>ok, i wun change me blogskin 4 quite somex now. i hope. really lyk me blog now. really. coz basically its in FRENCH!! well, kindof. wtv. bt, m really feelin satisfied w my 'work'. hahaxx. & go listen 2 d songs, ya? deir REALLY nice. [music 2 me ears...ahh...] & tis my 1st 'non-navigation' blogskin. nth 2 be proud of. juz FYI. nt dat u'd care. owell. ohh, annnd, tis Y-E-H is much better den last yr's. 4 several reasons. well, yea...dats all 4 now. maYYYb i'll gv a brief description of my hld. nt now. hv bin online 4, lyk, 6 hrs strait. hahax. watching vids @ YouTube, listen/trying out songs @ RadioBlogClub, went BLOG SURFING, playing @ MaggieMarket. yea, dats all, i guess. ok. better stop now. my pc's burning!! well, nt really. nvm. bb. 4 real now. really. ok. bye. muahhh.

2006-11-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

hahax...im a billabong promoter...wait, must tink of a way 2 put my angels' pix...hmm...

2006-11-08T11:11:00.000+08:00

hey...aft askin some pips whether i shld change me blogskin, well, iv fiNNNally dcided dat i shld...so...yea...lets juz wait & c...

2 me deaRRR wiRRR,
u owe me BIG tym...(=
4 E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G iv done 4 u...
hahax. lolz.

2006-10-12T13:23:00.000+08:00

HAYYYS!! im BACKKK by POPULAR DEMAND!!! o-Okayyy. yea, well, many tings had happened wen i was MIA(in terms of blogging). wow, it is quite somex since my last post. 2 b precise: (12/8-13/10) = wow. dats nearly 2 mths!! ahh, well. u noe wad? ders juz 2 MUCH [uncountable] tings dat had happened, lets juz use a... [err, waddya call it?] well, lets juz sae, a pictogram[??]. u'll gt a rufff idea of how my life has been(i hope, if ur nt 2 DIM). my idiotic life, dat is. idiotic life>def: wilted aspirations w a dollop of humour, a dash of tragedy & a srinkling of visual jokes, bt lightly peppered w little promises of gd tings 2 come... wtv DAT means.

2 start orrfff...(refering 2 my notebk 4 past events...) ohh, &, it mayyy nt b in order.

i LUV nachos. dey r CHEESY & CORNY.

ahh, well. 1 of d blue daes.

1 of d happie ones...

me, hillary & pingu (:
in resort rm. nice view, eh?...

me, momsy & popsy [=

me, mum & susan me & susan (=

siloso beach resort rooftop jacuzzi 1

siloso beach resort rooftop jacuzzi 2

siloso beach resort rooftop jacuzzi 3

tcher's dae. had a crazy class party.

V funn. C, tcher(S) gone mad. (:

Dear Ol' CYM ((:

<<<---tis pic on dos famous amos lollies. ----->>>>>

For dearrr teachers.

sweet rite?... (:

eggcited. eager. ecstatic.

yep, its my...

bdae!!...

some of d pressies:

glass version of pingu (:

yep...now movin on...d dreaded exams!!!

u noe wad? tink i'll stop now. my nx post will b evryting bout exams, & of coz, d results. ohh, & abt d theme FRIENDSHIP. tis applies 2 some pips/angels/bitches/bastards.....u now wat i mean.

till later. (=

2006-08-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

hEyyy...2 alll of eEwww out dErrr who hv beEn WAITIN EAGERLY 4 my wkly updatE, n0w hEre itis...

mon, 070806'
sch.boringoldsch.Vboringoldsch.yyyeah, dats abt it.
tue, 080806'
oh, tis IS a gd dae. went 2 sch s usual. flag-raising ceremony conducted by several pips in UG uniforms. aiyo u noe lah hor wad. den tutudutudu. aft dat d usual NAT'L DAE routine>>sing song session. some ppl went crAAAzy. sing till deir voices break(???). erm, yeaa. went back 2 class. break in2 3 grps. okfine, nt gonna bore u w d details. IMPT ting is, MY CLASS WON 4 D 3D-MM!!! lyk, ahhh(suck in breath). [oyea, & im in it. dats y its so AHHH. oknvm.] wen its alll O-V-E-R, i initially plan 2 go back home. turns out im so0O not. 1st off, went 2 hv brunch w 2 idiots, i mean, fwens. Namely SAK & JAS. den, went 2 jurong library. didn't plan 2 borrow, bt den saw a bk dat iv been searching 4 a yr bt 2 no avail. anwy its "the it girl". by my all-time fav author cecily von ziegesar who is also d author of #1 bestselling series "Gossip Girl". oknvm. so, ehm, yea, we chat, listen 2 mp3, chat somemore, den, w/o meaning 2, i tell d 2 pips abt me secret, which is..... o well, nvm. erm, den go home lorhh. oh b4 dat went 2 kfc. yea.
wed, 090806'
NAT'L DAE. WAS SO PISSED OFF. GT 3 TICKETS. JUZ RITE 4 ME FAMILY. DEN, MY POPSY SPOILS E-V-R-Y-T-I-N-G. SAID HE HAS 2 WORK. I WAS LYK, "EUGHHH!!!". I WAS PRAYING DAT IT'LL RAIN IN D AFT-NN. & IT DIDN'T. EUGHHH. OH, I WORE WHITE D WHOLE DAE. I DUNNO Y. Y M I TELLING U TIS AYWY?? O WELL, NVM. SO BASICALLY IM NT IN D MOOD 2 CELEBRATE NAT'L DAE. SO I'LL STOP TLKING BOUT TIS NOW. ERM, LYK, NOW.
thu, 100806'
sch hld. bt 4 some reason i actually miss sch. juz do hw, watch tv, read bk, went online. den go 4 tuitions. & i said, tuitionSS. idiotic tuitions. retarded tuitions. Vretarded tuitions. erm, yea.
fri, 110806'
was so0O H-A-P-P-I-E in d mrng. wanna noe y? i passed my 2.4!!! wen i really dun xpect dat i can. erm, yea. in a quite gd mood 4 d rest of d dae. 4 several reasons. let me list dem:
1) pass 2.4
2) ehem2
3) D CRAZY VID DAT I(WE-2B1) WATCHED DRG COM MAST. CANT BLV IT MAN. MACARENA. AS IN, M-A-C-A-R-E-N-A!!! well, & many more ridiculous acts by tchs.
4) d guide's race. erm, yea.
5) no guitar =) >>yea, dats abt all.
wkends, 12-130806'
another boRRRing wkend. planned 2 go out. turns out not. huh...

satisfied w d update?? yes or no pls [!!!]TAGGGGG[!!!] on d tagboard. tx. in advance. wtv.
oooh, & here's a pic: it says sucker punch. nice??

2006-08-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

my eyes r puffy & red frm crying 2 much. dun ask me y. wish i wasn't born. its juz 1 of d blue daes...

2006-08-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

actually, iv visited me blog loads of x. juz dun bother 2 update. yea, i noe, some of u out der might b tinking dat its a waste of time creating a blog den. erm, rite? well, nvm. truth is, i dunno wat 2 write. well now im writing a whole bunch of crap 4 u 2 read. 2 start off, let me recount 2 u wtv shit happens 4 d past wk.....

mon, 310706'
erm, went 2 sch. blah3. nth much happens.

tue, 010806'
oya. gt math trail @ esplanade. total crap. d weird ting is, my grp won. eh, lyk, 'surprise, surprise!'...lolz. i dun enjoy it . so0O not. so no pt of winning. $5 popular voucher somemore. only.

wed, 020806'
lit test postponed. lyk, woots. no hw. @ all. another woots. aft sch...NAPHA. nah, im nt gonna tell u bout it. so0O not.

thu, 030806'
went 2 BTNR 4 bio-d module. tot can skip maths. lyk so happie2 ald. den, change of schedule. huh. idiotic git. VeryRetardedIdioticTC.

fri, 040806'
YaY. no guides. bt still gt guitar. huh. iddddiotic. nolah, i shld actually ENJOY it. prob is, i dun. erm, nt really. o well, nvm.

wkends, 05-06/0806'
so DAMN bored larhhh. dun go out @ all. huh. 2ml sch. sch? sch?! SCH!!! yyyeah, i noe, im MAD. or gg 2.

so 2 u all pips out der, or a mugmug lyk jasvin[duh], here's my weekly update. or maybe monthly. or yearly. or - ok fine 4gt it. it really is a shitty wk.

2006-07-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

ehh...hello...dumped my previous blog...lbg25.blogpot.com...will prob dump dis 1 2...