oh sh!t
juz realised dat ONLY one more post will make tis d 50th post.
-.-"
so decided to post! =D
~
yea. well, since im posting might as well add a lil' sth.
~
u c, iv bin writin phrases dat i lyk in2 tis 'green notebook'.
or rather noen 2 me as: My Book of Beautiful Phrases(:
(or at least to me)
So far iv picked out phrases(and poems) frm 3 bks. finished d third 1 tis morn.
1)The Anti-Valentine Handbook by J.More
2)Elegance by Kathleen Tessaro
3)I Just HOPE It's Lethal by Lis Rosenberg & Deena November

3 gRRReat! bks.
will add a whole lot more.
~
Shall write some of d extracts here...

Frm d 1st bk:
Your eyes are like cold, cold, ham.
They fill my spirit, like a ladle is filled with gravy.
Let me grasp the ham.
Let me drink the gravy.
You are my valentine, and you are my thanksgiving.
mashed potatoes...
Your eyes are like cold, cold, ham.
[an example of a baaad poem]

2nd bk:
I am, after all, common-from Pittsburgh where people Fuck, Fight, and Fart. the 3 Fs.

3rd bk:
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
-Résumé, Dorothy Parker

nice, huh?
well, hv a feelin tis new hobby's gonna last a longgg time...

well, GdBye.

toodles~

this will be the last post. ever. gdbye folks...

ahhh...21 april...
a memorable day...
or shld i say, date
in 2007, & 2006.
now here's why:

21 APRIL 2006
(an exact extract)

On Friday, 21 April 2006, can be said one of the best days in my life. It was half-day at school, as there was Speech Day Parade which I am not involved in. I went home with _____(1st happy thing) I get to watch my favourite shows: ____ __ ____ & ______ _______(2nd happy thing) I wore my 3/4 jeans & OP black tee for my guitar class. It was my first time sitting next to the teacher in guitar. Which means, I am facing ___ & ___. I was a bit nervous. Just like ___. Hahax. *shaking hands* I went home. Blahblahblah. I decided to look out for any of my guitar ___. ___ or ___. I was actually more * to ___. But then i caught sight of ___. Waiting at the NTUC bus-stop. So I was like, ok...maybe ___ always take bus here. So, tutudutudu. Went to traffic light. Waiting, Waiting, and then suddenly. huh?! I saw ___ right in front of me, fidgeting around the traffic light stand. Seems restless. Facing the direction I am going. Suddenly when the other traffic light turns green, ____ dashed across the road. And I mean, RUN. So I was like, ermm, ok...maybe _____ wants to catch the bus that's turning to the corner. So, tutudutudu, I walked to MY bus-stop. Waiting, waiting. Suddenly, PHOOF! _ appeared in front of me again. ____. __ was pacing restlessly. Not looking at me. I kept my eyes on ___. Wondering what the hell is this ___ doing??? Then I thought, maybe __ wants to follow me. Just then, my bus, 189, came along. I half thought that maybe ___ will take the bus with me. And __ did. __ was standing right next to me. It's kind of squashed as the bus was crowded. __ kept bumping into me. I could feel ___ hand keep touching my bag. I almost thought that __ wanted to talk to me. So I kind of look at ___, but below ___ eyes. ___ not like the cutest ___ in the world. I rather prefer ___. But, this ____ acting weird. Maybe __ wants to see where I live. I even think that ____ alight at the same stop as me. __ didn't. Sigh. When I got down, I look back at the bus, but couldn't see ___. I wonder ehat __ is up to. Until now, the mystery's still unsolved. Why? Why?? Why??? It's not like I mind ___ being __ *o*. Hahax. Hmm, as I walked across the bridge to my house, I ask myself, what if __ turns up early at the next guitar class? Maybe __ just want to ____ o* w me. Maybe, maybe ____. Hahax. ___. Sigh. Not to mention i got two new cds: BEP & AAR. *dirty lil' secret* *8472'3 423042* Hahax. Sum it all up, three happy things and one mystery. What better way to end the day?
♥

21 APRIL 2007

alright...
so, it was the
CTSS CARNIVAL 07'
2dae...
yea.
let's just...
do a lil' summary of it.

-bought stufff @ SS supermarket d dae b4 w J & W
-woke up at 4AM
-get dressed. blah3.
-went out @ ard 6.10 w my par3ntals. (dad help me carry d stuff, mum juz accompanying)
-reached sch @ 6.25 (none of my Dearest Friends hv reached)
-puva came blah3, jenny came blah3, Guides Fall-in
-SPEECH DAY PARADE.
*1st tym [proud/honoured]
*was nervous/egg-cited
*RELIEVED! [0verrr]
-den wtvwtvwtv. blahblahblah.
-went 2 help out in class food stall
-end-up helping out d whole dae der
-enjoiii'd meselfff...
-...making Italian Sodas. Was A Bomb. [8-10 REGULAR CUSTOMERS]
-SHU TIAN TAUGHT ME HOW TO POUR ICE. A VGD, PATIENT TEACHER. :p :D :)
-stayyyed till aft 6.
-went hm w Shafinah z'Great.
-yea.

i guess dats all ferrr 2dae.
byebyes.

ohh WAIT!!
i took a pic w dear ms DAPHNE TAN & ms REKHA.
& a class pic in frnt of our food stall.
w 80% of d class missing.
(:

ahh, life is so mundane.
MY life, is so mundane.
the same things keep happening,
again, and again.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
memorise my activities?
nah, programmed into my brain.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
hours, minutes, seconds, GONE!
oh its such a pain.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
just have to blog about it,
so this is the story, that you are, about, to read.

monologue?
or poem?
well, call it wtv u want.
comments are welcome(:
i create tis on d way 2 guitar class.
yeaa.

excluding d ridiculous amt of hrs spent in sch:
mon-religios class
tue-[currently]NWSP
wed-[currently]speech day rehearsal, english tuition
thu-E/Amaths tuition -->3hrs straight
fri-guides
sat-guitar, taking up swimming
sun-hws, revision, prjs, assgns & wtv not.

haizZz.
so, THIS is sec 3 life.
sec 4?
i dun wanna thinK abt it.
nt yet.

*Wishlist*

1)LeSportsac
2)Levi's Watch
3)Clarks Pumps

yea.

~OH, (lifts hand 2 forehead dramatically)
im torned between 2 lovers! (tilt back head)
i mean, 2 bags. (diao face)~

ok. dat was intro.
now, situation is,
well, yea, i M torned btwn 2 bags.
FAFI by LeSportsac or Mandarina Duck??
DATS, d qsn.

i'll post d pix so dat u can halp me choose.
PLS, gv comments(:

1) 7507 Deluxe Everyday Bag [design by FAFI]


2) Mandarina Duck ISI Shoulder Bag


click on d name 4 details.

now.
Daily Update #3[agn, supposedly on wed]
~
went 4 maths supplementary class ystd.
supposedly frm 9-10.30.
BUT, me&wir waited 4 1/2 hr 4 THE SHAFINAH.
=="
end up gg 2 class @ 9.30.
& guess wad?
MR C ENDS D CLASS @ 10. [!!]
so i ony gt 1/2hr in class.
bt in actual fact,
I DUN REALLY CARE.
(=
~
yea den mie, wir, sha, AMY, asf, & yzn went 2 play badminton.
well, i didn play lah.
i become d net.
& i resigned aft getting hit several x.
><
den hm.
~
quick bfast, wash-up, change, den went 2 town.
took 143 2 Wisma.
lvl 4 Sony Ericsson Service Centre.
it was 1+.
waited till 2.30 4 my turn.
my memory card corroded. b.
changed it 4 free. warranty mah.
den off 2 Isetan.
LeSportsac!!
it's in!!!
as in, d bag dat i want.
yayYy.
den blahblahblah[little little details]
planned 2 go der agn on sun 2 buy(=
w my mum. coz she's paying(:
~
den went 2 paragon,
& den centrepoint.
i must say dat orchard is somehow less hectic den usual.
i wonder y.
even centrepoint seems tooo quiet.
hmmm.
well anwy went 2 Times 'The Bookshop'.
bought Shopaholic & Baby(=
tis is d 5th bk in d series,
& d biggest, thickest, & x-est.
i wonder y.
well, nt gonna read it anytime soon. still hv another bk pending. ><
~
took 175 @ 5.30 2 clementi 4 tuition.
which is a bit 2 borrring den usual.
y is everyting now _____-er?
hmmm...
well, nvm.
rite now, im contented w my life(:


p.s. mind u, rite now means YSTD, coz tis post is abt YSTD.

Daily Update #2[supposedly on tue]
130307'

rite, lyk i said, i went 2 my aunt's hse @ Bukit Panjang.
planned 2 go @ 10 & come back @ 5.
end up gg @ 12 & came back @ 10.30.
-,-

eeaaa so,
went 2 BP plaza.
i lyk d plc(:
1st went 2 d shop where i bought my hp,
coz ders sth wrg my memory card,
bt den dey say nid 2 brg 2 wisma.
[will elaborate later]
den went 2 popular.
bought Tuesdays W Morrie.
yea, i noe most of u ppl hv read it b4.
guess im a tad 2 slow.
bt its ok.
den we went 2 Sembawang. as in d cd shop. bought:
1)BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S =D,
2)Romeo+Juliet, & erm,
3)Charlie & d Chocolate Factory.
yea.
den went 2 watch d Mr Bean performance.
W MY CUZZIES,
OKAYYY.
& huh, i tot its THE Rowan Atkinson, [ye ai no im dm]
bt its some stupid dressed up in d cartoon fig. of Mr Bean.
huhrr.
yea.
den NTUC den hm.
(=


comin up: Daily Update #3

now.
juz wanna say a lil' sth.
2 U ppl.

u #1: do u ever visit my blog, anymore? m disappointed w u. huh.

u #2: i guess u dun hv d tym 2 drop by. or dun bother 2.

u #3: U were longgg gone, babe.

u #4: same as abv. & u lost ur hse key. b.

u #5: u noe, ur d occasional kindof 'visitor'. & i appreciate ur tags. ^o^

now for d Usss: u'll nvr visit my blog. huh. bt i'll still write abt u. (= i mean, Usss. -,-
wait, let me count: one, dua, san, four...4gt it. ders juz 2 many. (;

2 EERAA: i doubt u even visit my blog. so u wun noe if i DO write abt u.
bt den agn, im nt DAT evil(;
♥ u.

hmmm, each # refers 2 a certain person. & 1 of 'em mite b U.

okayyys.
daily update #1 [only drg march hld]
=D...
...-,-
~
woke up @ 5am.
yea, 5.
m used 2 it, since i wake up @ 5 evry sch dae.
i can hear u say im crazy.
bath. d.
dressed. d.
walk ard hse aimlessly.
wrote a short note:
March Holiday to-do-list. c wat i mean by i ♥ lists?
sleep agn @ 6.45 (=
[d usual hld lazy/slacking mode]
woke up.
make own bfast.
hv bfast.
VACUUM THE HOUSE.
:D!...
...-,-
& now @ 9.28 i save tis as draft.
2 be continued...
~
10-11am: religious class
11-11.30: SpOngebob Squarepants h0uSe partaYYY. erm yea, tv. d.
presently: blogging -,-
2BC...
~
erm, still online.
YO'd HC(:
gonna go orfflyyn now.
blv it/nt, M starting on my hld hw.
u beTTer blv it. b.
12.20 pm.
~
since then till now, iv been,
phone-talkin, online-chattin,
tv-watchin, blog-surfin,
cuz-comin, tea-timing,
book-readin, hw-doin,
sms-ing, day-dreamin,
space-starin, music-listenin
& most of all,
MUM-PLEADIN ! ! !
i DISCOVER a WHOLE-NEW range of LESPORTSAC!!
AHHHHH!!!
i mean, ahem, yea.
bt i juSTTT gotta hv it!
mum says 'k let me see'.
HURHHH.
by HOOK, or by CROOK, oh wadda FOORKKK,
i HV 2 HV it!
AND.THATS.FINAL.
(:
7.17pm.
~
LeSportsac Announces Collaboration with French Artist Fafi for Spring 2007
~
had dinner.
bought ice-cream for dessert.
d van kind.
me, dad & d van uncle kinda joked ard.
lol.
while eating ice-cream, we watched The Carpenters vcd.
yea, sure they rock.
only that i dunno 4/5 of d songs.
stUPId album name is YESTERDAY ONCE MORE.
bt d song is nt in.
huhrrr.
m blogging now. d.
my last update b4 i published.
if u didn notice,
2dae's recount is V detailed.
coz i update every few hrs.
c,
DEDICATION.
oknvm.
yepyepps, dats all 4 2dae.
~
i wun b online most of d tym 2ml,
coz m gg 2 me aunt's hse @ BP.
yay. gonna do some shopping.
iv written a LIST!!
:D
~
yea, dats all 4 2dae den.
wait, b4 i go, i juz wanna say,
TN, LK, MV, LS , AE, AW, & JB,
i'll always rmbr u.
(:
~
oooh, &, i might be:
1)wearing braces!
2)take up french!!
3)be WANTED.

published @ 10.25pm.

goodnight folks.
<3♥<3♥<3

ok.
juz a short post.
abt sat.
:)
=)
=D
hahAX
lol.
bleahhh.
ok enuf.
~
anywayyys,
had my usual guitar lesson...
a 'suprisingly' fun one -
& more (;
teehees.
-,-
well, yea.
dats abt it! =D
ohno, waittt.
erm, der will b guitar exam nx wk,
17 march.
bt im nt taking anwy.
nt prepared(:
& also, deyyy r nt taking 2!
so, yeaaa.
bt 2 d rest who R,
gd luckkk!
~
hmmm, abt 'bitches&bastards',
i'll tink abt it.
(:
~
oh and,
u noe,
gd tings dun last.
neither do bad ones.
so,
cheer up
b happieee
=D
(2 whoever who's feelin depressed. particularly abt sch. [;)
& of coursees,
I hv my own way 2 de-stress...
(;
*start by crying in2 d pillow 4 hrs!*
(=
~
ok.
2 many smilies.
bt, HECK.
=D
~
oh yarrr,
b4 i 4gt,
i missed kak has's wed.
)=?
nah.
(=
was sick larh deyy.
& m 'away'.
~
rite.
turned out 2 b quite a longgg post eh?
well, feed ur eyes readers!
-,-

bye, byeskees.
^o^

ok. so...yea;
finally think i shld update.
no, i NOE i shld update.
its juz dat...
ders so many things dat has been happeninggg. (gawd. my eng is DETERIORATING.)
so, yea...
tests, TESTS, & MORE TESTS.
yea...
oww...im thinking so much, my head's hurtin'
*i see stars*
٭٭٭٭٭
haiz.
i think its clear now dat im in a confused/muddled/jumbled state.
mhmm, yet again.
~mumbo jumbo ooh ooh~
ok. dat was random.
yea anyways...
i tink im gonna list down d tings on my mind...
so dat i cld tink it out properly...
gawd. i ♥ lists.
makes me feel organised...(when in actual fact im nOt)
yea so...here it goes-->

1] well, studies. freaking teachers. even more freaking tests. even, EVEN more fffreakinnn results.

2] i noe its kinda 2 late, bt iv nvr mentioned dat i went 2 hong kong last dec, did i? well, yea. dun gt me wrg. its nt troubling me. loads of sweet memories, LOADS. in fact 2 much dat its bin stuck in my head...unncessarily. yea. & dats wen d troubles come in...
¤ Æ
¤ щ
¤ э
¤ ђ
¤ ۞
haizzz.

3] sch. ppl, in sch. generally. dats all im gonna say. b.

4] Bitches&Bastards.(nt referring 2 any1 in particular)

5]hmmm...wat else? now dat im pen-ning down my thoughts, its kinda hard 2 think...oh wait, im feelin depressed now is mainly bcs MYAMMARXSUX.

6] my 'add'.

7] my 'Gppl'.

8] basically my life. no, my life doesn't suckkk. only @ x.

9] im nt a gd fren...i dun tink i m. i want a debate on tis topic. s in --> "sulyanna is a good friend. do you agree?" it'll be interesting 2 c how ppl tink abt me. oh, no hypocrites pls.

10] my...
my...
my...
nvm.

ok. so. yea. dats d list. bt i feel lyk ders sth missing. rateh. dat was wat i was gonna say.
im,
still,
yep,
confused.
abt stufff.
or maybe im juz overreacting.
s always.

hmm, im tinking of writing a poem on 'Bitches&Bastards'.
some1 suggests a song.
well, let's juz c how it goes.

oh, & 1 ting im happy abt is,
IMMAKINGPROGRESS.
jia you!!
kampate!!
or wtv it is.
b.

rites...
so i guess...
dats a WRAP.
byeskees sweeties frenzies...

all im saying is,
i need a leewei...

§

had a great wk.
quite/nearly/almost.
sadly,
2dae spoils d wk. (¿)
alot of stufff...
happened...
and - ...
didn happen.
bt ders some1 who...
kindof...
cheered me ┴
yea.
[sighhh]
nvm.
m lookin 4wrd 2 2ml.
no, NOT guitar.
THINKING DAY 2007.
yea.
will try 2 shout.
i mean, cheer.
yea.
yeayeayea...
& life goes onnn...
*lthomfeelindead*

had a fine wk.
nth much happened.
& certainly nt 2ml.

im addicted 2 1960/70s songs.
will upload d vids.
enjoiii.
~altho most prob only u watch it~
wTv

[nt in sequence]










=D

a no. of ppl left.
so waddd?
i gt 7 more.
huh.

anwy, im starting 2, erm, love[?] my class?
ok 2 early.
bt im adapting well.
d ppl der r niceeeeee(=
well, MOSTLY.
anwy, yea, lonerNOmore.
(=

so, 2ml's sat yea.
hah.
m quite looking 4wrd 2 it.
~coz tis wk's definitely not a cruise...~
gosh. i feel lyk JKP. lol.
& no, im nt a les.
altho im in lurrrve w a girl.
she's just an angel.
n, yea, miss d 2 of u.
~what cheer, my beloveds?~
oknvm.

hmmm. wat else?
ders juz so much 2 write, so little time.
~scratch dat 'so little tym'. ur juz lazy.~
ohgoshh. iv started 2 talk 2 myself even wen blogging.
tis is baaaaad.
nt dat id care.
(=

ohh, & wtv it is, i MUST write tis...

I CAME LATE TO SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY MORNING.
AS IN, REALLY LATE.
10/15 MINUTES LATE.
LATECOMER!!!
oknvm.
exaggerating.
as usual.
in blogging.
ok NNNvm.
bt yea, tis is My Very First Time in coming to school late in all d yrs iv bin sching.
nth, 2 b proud of,
bt i M. (=
its quite a memorable experience.
(=

anwy, gtg.
~finally~
wtvRRR.

gawwwd.
i really must stop tis talkin-to-self thinghy.
m gg maDDD.
:DDD

rite, bb...
.
.
.
CORPULENT ASSANINES!!!
;p

jkjk, i love my readers actually.
y?
well, coz ders less den 5 of dem/wk.
)=
<333

well,
BYE.

huh.
wasnt meself 2dae.
was quiter den usual.
& some ppl were freaked out w d way i behaved.
hah.
its ok.
i noe im wierd.
i noe every 3/5 ppl tinks im weird.
bt agn,
its ok.
i dun deny d fact.
& recess gonna suck.
coz i canT stay in class.
huh.

& i hvnt 4gtn abt u,

JasvinderKaurPannu.

*u make me smile(=*

J.K.P: beTTer??

oh, & i'll gv u a kiss 1 dae...1 fyn dae...
.
.
.
or NiTe.

ur so full of surprises.
when will be the next one?
i'v waited long enough.

awww...u didn get to submit it did you?
well, nvm.
just have to wait another 6 mths.
meanwhile, PRACTICE!!!
(=

ohhh, so ur not quitting.
i thought u were.
*relieved*
(:

TN, LK...LS, MV...
U guys ROCK!!

righttt. dats all.
m lookin 4wrd 2 weds&sats.
;]

yes, u improved.
hope u dun change.

convoitise...

My Very First Time

Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2006 16:21:30-0500

The sky was dark, the moon was high.
All alone, just she and I.
Her hair was soft, her eyes were blue,
I knew just what she wanted to do.
Her skin so soft, her legs so fine,
I ran my fingers down her spine.
I didn't know how, but i tried my best,
I started by placing my hands on her breast.
I remember my fear, my fast-beating heart,
Then slowly she spread her legs apart.
And when i did it, i felt no shame,
All at once the white stuff came.
At last it's finished it's all over now






My first time ever at milking a cow...
(:

Everybody will agree
That we were always meant to be
I just can't help myself; it's true
Kisses are best when shared with you !

guess wat im drawing...











a man's FACE! :D

these kind of things happen only once...
but will stay in your mind for the rest of your life.

to ant u,
HB.

eughhh
scratch that.

oyar, said wanna post rite aft d previous 1 rite? guess m 2 tired.

i will, later.

b.

a lot happened tis wk.
gd tings, dat is.
its lyk, rainbow aft rain(??).
last wk was a DISASTER.
total disaster.
unlyk tis wk.
everything, & i mean, EVERYTHING
was gd.
scratch dat, it was G-R-E-A-T.
no emo breakdown, friendship issues,
embarrassing moments...
it was unbelievably near-perfection.
no wonder nth much happened 2dae.
was so lookin 4wrd.
bt i guess its ok,
since iv had a great wkday.

wanted 2 summarise tings dat happened frm mon-fri...
guess m 2 lazy.
s usual.
annnwy,
lets juz jump 2 fri.

hmmm...
1 of d thing dats in my mind, is...
well, yea.
i noe.
tis is bad.
waaaaay bad.
nt dat i actually care.
methinks only meself understand wat me is writing.
nvm.
*our eyes met over a zoo*
over a zoo?
ok.
my eng is worsening.
& i blame it on ms k.

~.~

ds, i dun blame u 4 it.
& did u gt 2 submit d form?
if u do, gd luck 4 d exam.
All d best(=


~.~


so, yea, where was i?
oh, fri.
yea...had guides.
had fun.
& i mean, F-U-N.
played games...
met d sec 1s...
deir 0k i guess.
best part was wen i introduced meself.
y?
well, coz i shouted. ALONE. =D
i noe, nth 2 b proud of.
bt if u noe me, u'll noe y i m.
im nt noen 2 b d most enthu person on earth, m i?
yea.
& was a tad 2 slow in replying 'I LOVE YOU TOO'.
bt it doesnt matter does it?


well, i tink i 'spoke' enuf.
fyn, 'wrote' enuf, u engfreakkk.
anwy, i'll still post rite aft tis.
bt it'll b some jox sect.
u'll c wat i mean.


u noe u <3 me,
-B-


~.~ ds, u'll b TN frm now onwards. :) ~.~

spoke too soon. :(


i was, lyk, thinkin,
y d HELL do i ____ ___??
tis is baaaaad.


V bad.


well, nvm.

hey its so easy i can do it
there's nothing to it
it's really good.

i never knew that i could do it
somehow U knew it
you knew i could.

so far, so good.

oya!!! & i cant blv w frm d same --...
hahax...
what a small world...
well, yea, Singapore IS kindof small...
small & cozy &...
oknvm.
well, cant stop talkin/thinkin abt u...
u REALLY mean alot 2 me...
cos u make me smile...thru my tears...
(=


ok...& im kinda crazy. coz...


d onLy reason i write abt u is bcs...


-'-- --- ----- -- ----.
neither do any1 else, 4 dat matter.


bt its ok...
im happy being a loner...
always hv been.
(=

there's mother-in-law...mother-to-be...wat else ah?...


hmmm...wat do u call a mother w a...ahem(illegitimate)child?...



.
.
.




a mother-by-accident.
(:


tis is juz 4 plain ol lame joke sake.
nth more.

do i say d name?
nah.
better nt.
lets juz call it "dan shi"
as in, 'but' in chinese.
yea.
m happy now. (=

dan shi.
danshidanshidanshi. hAh.
ur stupid face...
ur stupid grin...
u made my day(:
yea, go on. go on & look ard 4 nth in particular.
(=
u turned a horrible, horrible sat 2 @ least sth bearable.
make sure u do dat evry wk.
coz frm 2dae onwards, i HATE saturDAYs.
i lyk d NIGHTs tho...
dan shi.
hah.
tq, once agn.
4 making me smile. in d inside.
lyk duhhh.
im NOT gonna show it.
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D

goodnight.

now i realised it won't happen. ever.




i trusted U.




guess i wld juz hv 2 live w it.

its just a phase we have to go through in life.




i guess.




but it's becoming unbearable.
(crying, still)

im waiting.









still sobbing.

oh gosh. . .wats happenin 2 me?? *wonder aloud*


hah. oh my allah.


huh.


hmm, hmm.


im missing sth...


someone?


ppl?


yea.


i nid a hug.


i nid a call.


i nid a pat.


im in tears. by now.


*sobz*

depressed...
m feelin' depressed.
y?
no idea.
happy(?) inside...
moody outside.
gt d virus?



ur rite...
i nid materials.



phillipines.
"happiness is not a goal:it is a tool for survival"
filipinos, i salute u.

Pure love. Pure lust. Trust trust.
Buddha was no Jesus. Neither am I.
I'm just a guy.

-Daniel Humphrey [GG 9:120]

i would cry...but who would console?...









precisely.

i would blog...but who would read?...










exactly.