Maaaaaaaaaan...

I'm...

back??

I dunno.

erm,

c hw long I can keep up w this thing.

b4 i start to gt bored...

& lazy...

& totally abandon this agn.

bt u noe wad?

WONDERS NEVER CEASE.

Really.

someone tagged and i hv 2 comments...

WoW.

I mean, c'mon, I can count th no. of readers of my blog w 1,

pathetic,

hand.

O.O

so...an angel's comment really lifted my spirits.

I'm, I'm totally gonna revive my blog.

say HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

to th bloggie!!!!

(or rather, welcome back. wtv)

TEEHEE![;

haiz.
one can really hv a thousand mixed feelings in a day.
well, at least, I do hv th capacity of feeling so.
haiz.

i thought th day has been quite smooth-sailing easy-going, until...
justt.

someone made my day...

bt another one crushedd it.

haiz.

i dunno larh...

m i tt really bad a person? a student? a friend?...

haiz.

u noe, i somex feel tt im SUCHH a loner,
bt other x i feel ttally loved(:

nww...im nt really a loner, nor m i abandoned...

jz tt...

aiyaaa i dunno lah!

EFF THIS FEELIN'!
HMPH.



oh bt anwy, im mighty glad my BFF is back frm her hols...
Hahax! =D

first post in 2008...will prob be th last
hAh.

well...im sitting by th window(thus th name) of class
4A1 08'
noww...

life there is...well there's no life.
in fact.

so i constantly doodle on wtv "write-able(?)" surface to
keep myself awake.

& GOSHH th things tt i write!...
><

iv lost my flair for writing.
no more "linguistically-inclined"
):

owell.
that's it for now.

doubt no one's ever gonna read this.

~

oh sh!t
juz realised dat ONLY one more post will make tis d 50th post.
-.-"
so decided to post! =D
~
yea. well, since im posting might as well add a lil' sth.
~
u c, iv bin writin phrases dat i lyk in2 tis 'green notebook'.
or rather noen 2 me as: My Book of Beautiful Phrases(:
(or at least to me)
So far iv picked out phrases(and poems) frm 3 bks. finished d third 1 tis morn.
1)The Anti-Valentine Handbook by J.More
2)Elegance by Kathleen Tessaro
3)I Just HOPE It's Lethal by Lis Rosenberg & Deena November

3 gRRReat! bks.
will add a whole lot more.
~
Shall write some of d extracts here...

Frm d 1st bk:
Your eyes are like cold, cold, ham.
They fill my spirit, like a ladle is filled with gravy.
Let me grasp the ham.
Let me drink the gravy.
You are my valentine, and you are my thanksgiving.
mashed potatoes...
Your eyes are like cold, cold, ham.
[an example of a baaad poem]

2nd bk:
I am, after all, common-from Pittsburgh where people Fuck, Fight, and Fart. the 3 Fs.

3rd bk:
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
-Résumé, Dorothy Parker

nice, huh?
well, hv a feelin tis new hobby's gonna last a longgg time...

well, GdBye.

toodles~

this will be the last post. ever. gdbye folks...

ahhh...21 april...
a memorable day...
or shld i say, date
in 2007, & 2006.
now here's why:

21 APRIL 2006
(an exact extract)

On Friday, 21 April 2006, can be said one of the best days in my life. It was half-day at school, as there was Speech Day Parade which I am not involved in. I went home with _____(1st happy thing) I get to watch my favourite shows: ____ __ ____ & ______ _______(2nd happy thing) I wore my 3/4 jeans & OP black tee for my guitar class. It was my first time sitting next to the teacher in guitar. Which means, I am facing ___ & ___. I was a bit nervous. Just like ___. Hahax. *shaking hands* I went home. Blahblahblah. I decided to look out for any of my guitar ___. ___ or ___. I was actually more * to ___. But then i caught sight of ___. Waiting at the NTUC bus-stop. So I was like, ok...maybe ___ always take bus here. So, tutudutudu. Went to traffic light. Waiting, Waiting, and then suddenly. huh?! I saw ___ right in front of me, fidgeting around the traffic light stand. Seems restless. Facing the direction I am going. Suddenly when the other traffic light turns green, ____ dashed across the road. And I mean, RUN. So I was like, ermm, ok...maybe _____ wants to catch the bus that's turning to the corner. So, tutudutudu, I walked to MY bus-stop. Waiting, waiting. Suddenly, PHOOF! _ appeared in front of me again. ____. __ was pacing restlessly. Not looking at me. I kept my eyes on ___. Wondering what the hell is this ___ doing??? Then I thought, maybe __ wants to follow me. Just then, my bus, 189, came along. I half thought that maybe ___ will take the bus with me. And __ did. __ was standing right next to me. It's kind of squashed as the bus was crowded. __ kept bumping into me. I could feel ___ hand keep touching my bag. I almost thought that __ wanted to talk to me. So I kind of look at ___, but below ___ eyes. ___ not like the cutest ___ in the world. I rather prefer ___. But, this ____ acting weird. Maybe __ wants to see where I live. I even think that ____ alight at the same stop as me. __ didn't. Sigh. When I got down, I look back at the bus, but couldn't see ___. I wonder ehat __ is up to. Until now, the mystery's still unsolved. Why? Why?? Why??? It's not like I mind ___ being __ *o*. Hahax. Hmm, as I walked across the bridge to my house, I ask myself, what if __ turns up early at the next guitar class? Maybe __ just want to ____ o* w me. Maybe, maybe ____. Hahax. ___. Sigh. Not to mention i got two new cds: BEP & AAR. *dirty lil' secret* *8472'3 423042* Hahax. Sum it all up, three happy things and one mystery. What better way to end the day?
♥

21 APRIL 2007

alright...
so, it was the
CTSS CARNIVAL 07'
2dae...
yea.
let's just...
do a lil' summary of it.

-bought stufff @ SS supermarket d dae b4 w J & W
-woke up at 4AM
-get dressed. blah3.
-went out @ ard 6.10 w my par3ntals. (dad help me carry d stuff, mum juz accompanying)
-reached sch @ 6.25 (none of my Dearest Friends hv reached)
-puva came blah3, jenny came blah3, Guides Fall-in
-SPEECH DAY PARADE.
*1st tym [proud/honoured]
*was nervous/egg-cited
*RELIEVED! [0verrr]
-den wtvwtvwtv. blahblahblah.
-went 2 help out in class food stall
-end-up helping out d whole dae der
-enjoiii'd meselfff...
-...making Italian Sodas. Was A Bomb. [8-10 REGULAR CUSTOMERS]
-SHU TIAN TAUGHT ME HOW TO POUR ICE. A VGD, PATIENT TEACHER. :p :D :)
-stayyyed till aft 6.
-went hm w Shafinah z'Great.
-yea.

i guess dats all ferrr 2dae.
byebyes.

ohh WAIT!!
i took a pic w dear ms DAPHNE TAN & ms REKHA.
& a class pic in frnt of our food stall.
w 80% of d class missing.
(:

ahh, life is so mundane.
MY life, is so mundane.
the same things keep happening,
again, and again.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
memorise my activities?
nah, programmed into my brain.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
hours, minutes, seconds, GONE!
oh its such a pain.
life is so mundane,
MY life, is so mundane.
just have to blog about it,
so this is the story, that you are, about, to read.

monologue?
or poem?
well, call it wtv u want.
comments are welcome(:
i create tis on d way 2 guitar class.
yeaa.

excluding d ridiculous amt of hrs spent in sch:
mon-religios class
tue-[currently]NWSP
wed-[currently]speech day rehearsal, english tuition
thu-E/Amaths tuition -->3hrs straight
fri-guides
sat-guitar, taking up swimming
sun-hws, revision, prjs, assgns & wtv not.

haizZz.
so, THIS is sec 3 life.
sec 4?
i dun wanna thinK abt it.
nt yet.

*Wishlist*

1)LeSportsac
2)Levi's Watch
3)Clarks Pumps

yea.

~OH, (lifts hand 2 forehead dramatically)
im torned between 2 lovers! (tilt back head)
i mean, 2 bags. (diao face)~

ok. dat was intro.
now, situation is,
well, yea, i M torned btwn 2 bags.
FAFI by LeSportsac or Mandarina Duck??
DATS, d qsn.

i'll post d pix so dat u can halp me choose.
PLS, gv comments(:

1) 7507 Deluxe Everyday Bag [design by FAFI]


2) Mandarina Duck ISI Shoulder Bag


click on d name 4 details.

now.
Daily Update #3[agn, supposedly on wed]
~
went 4 maths supplementary class ystd.
supposedly frm 9-10.30.
BUT, me&wir waited 4 1/2 hr 4 THE SHAFINAH.
=="
end up gg 2 class @ 9.30.
& guess wad?
MR C ENDS D CLASS @ 10. [!!]
so i ony gt 1/2hr in class.
bt in actual fact,
I DUN REALLY CARE.
(=
~
yea den mie, wir, sha, AMY, asf, & yzn went 2 play badminton.
well, i didn play lah.
i become d net.
& i resigned aft getting hit several x.
><
den hm.
~
quick bfast, wash-up, change, den went 2 town.
took 143 2 Wisma.
lvl 4 Sony Ericsson Service Centre.
it was 1+.
waited till 2.30 4 my turn.
my memory card corroded. b.
changed it 4 free. warranty mah.
den off 2 Isetan.
LeSportsac!!
it's in!!!
as in, d bag dat i want.
yayYy.
den blahblahblah[little little details]
planned 2 go der agn on sun 2 buy(=
w my mum. coz she's paying(:
~
den went 2 paragon,
& den centrepoint.
i must say dat orchard is somehow less hectic den usual.
i wonder y.
even centrepoint seems tooo quiet.
hmmm.
well anwy went 2 Times 'The Bookshop'.
bought Shopaholic & Baby(=
tis is d 5th bk in d series,
& d biggest, thickest, & x-est.
i wonder y.
well, nt gonna read it anytime soon. still hv another bk pending. ><
~
took 175 @ 5.30 2 clementi 4 tuition.
which is a bit 2 borrring den usual.
y is everyting now _____-er?
hmmm...
well, nvm.
rite now, im contented w my life(:


p.s. mind u, rite now means YSTD, coz tis post is abt YSTD.

Daily Update #2[supposedly on tue]
130307'

rite, lyk i said, i went 2 my aunt's hse @ Bukit Panjang.
planned 2 go @ 10 & come back @ 5.
end up gg @ 12 & came back @ 10.30.
-,-

eeaaa so,
went 2 BP plaza.
i lyk d plc(:
1st went 2 d shop where i bought my hp,
coz ders sth wrg my memory card,
bt den dey say nid 2 brg 2 wisma.
[will elaborate later]
den went 2 popular.
bought Tuesdays W Morrie.
yea, i noe most of u ppl hv read it b4.
guess im a tad 2 slow.
bt its ok.
den we went 2 Sembawang. as in d cd shop. bought:
1)BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S =D,
2)Romeo+Juliet, & erm,
3)Charlie & d Chocolate Factory.
yea.
den went 2 watch d Mr Bean performance.
W MY CUZZIES,
OKAYYY.
& huh, i tot its THE Rowan Atkinson, [ye ai no im dm]
bt its some stupid dressed up in d cartoon fig. of Mr Bean.
huhrr.
yea.
den NTUC den hm.
(=


comin up: Daily Update #3

now.
juz wanna say a lil' sth.
2 U ppl.

u #1: do u ever visit my blog, anymore? m disappointed w u. huh.

u #2: i guess u dun hv d tym 2 drop by. or dun bother 2.

u #3: U were longgg gone, babe.

u #4: same as abv. & u lost ur hse key. b.

u #5: u noe, ur d occasional kindof 'visitor'. & i appreciate ur tags. ^o^

now for d Usss: u'll nvr visit my blog. huh. bt i'll still write abt u. (= i mean, Usss. -,-
wait, let me count: one, dua, san, four...4gt it. ders juz 2 many. (;

2 EERAA: i doubt u even visit my blog. so u wun noe if i DO write abt u.
bt den agn, im nt DAT evil(;
♥ u.

hmmm, each # refers 2 a certain person. & 1 of 'em mite b U.

okayyys.
daily update #1 [only drg march hld]
=D...
...-,-
~
woke up @ 5am.
yea, 5.
m used 2 it, since i wake up @ 5 evry sch dae.
i can hear u say im crazy.
bath. d.
dressed. d.
walk ard hse aimlessly.
wrote a short note:
March Holiday to-do-list. c wat i mean by i ♥ lists?
sleep agn @ 6.45 (=
[d usual hld lazy/slacking mode]
woke up.
make own bfast.
hv bfast.
VACUUM THE HOUSE.
:D!...
...-,-
& now @ 9.28 i save tis as draft.
2 be continued...
~
10-11am: religious class
11-11.30: SpOngebob Squarepants h0uSe partaYYY. erm yea, tv. d.
presently: blogging -,-
2BC...
~
erm, still online.
YO'd HC(:
gonna go orfflyyn now.
blv it/nt, M starting on my hld hw.
u beTTer blv it. b.
12.20 pm.
~
since then till now, iv been,
phone-talkin, online-chattin,
tv-watchin, blog-surfin,
cuz-comin, tea-timing,
book-readin, hw-doin,
sms-ing, day-dreamin,
space-starin, music-listenin
& most of all,
MUM-PLEADIN ! ! !
i DISCOVER a WHOLE-NEW range of LESPORTSAC!!
AHHHHH!!!
i mean, ahem, yea.
bt i juSTTT gotta hv it!
mum says 'k let me see'.
HURHHH.
by HOOK, or by CROOK, oh wadda FOORKKK,
i HV 2 HV it!
AND.THATS.FINAL.
(:
7.17pm.
~
LeSportsac Announces Collaboration with French Artist Fafi for Spring 2007
~
had dinner.
bought ice-cream for dessert.
d van kind.
me, dad & d van uncle kinda joked ard.
lol.
while eating ice-cream, we watched The Carpenters vcd.
yea, sure they rock.
only that i dunno 4/5 of d songs.
stUPId album name is YESTERDAY ONCE MORE.
bt d song is nt in.
huhrrr.
m blogging now. d.
my last update b4 i published.
if u didn notice,
2dae's recount is V detailed.
coz i update every few hrs.
c,
DEDICATION.
oknvm.
yepyepps, dats all 4 2dae.
~
i wun b online most of d tym 2ml,
coz m gg 2 me aunt's hse @ BP.
yay. gonna do some shopping.
iv written a LIST!!
:D
~
yea, dats all 4 2dae den.
wait, b4 i go, i juz wanna say,
TN, LK, MV, LS , AE, AW, & JB,
i'll always rmbr u.
(:
~
oooh, &, i might be:
1)wearing braces!
2)take up french!!
3)be WANTED.

published @ 10.25pm.

goodnight folks.
<3♥<3♥<3

ok.
juz a short post.
abt sat.
:)
=)
=D
hahAX
lol.
bleahhh.
ok enuf.
~
anywayyys,
had my usual guitar lesson...
a 'suprisingly' fun one -
& more (;
teehees.
-,-
well, yea.
dats abt it! =D
ohno, waittt.
erm, der will b guitar exam nx wk,
17 march.
bt im nt taking anwy.
nt prepared(:
& also, deyyy r nt taking 2!
so, yeaaa.
bt 2 d rest who R,
gd luckkk!
~
hmmm, abt 'bitches&bastards',
i'll tink abt it.
(:
~
oh and,
u noe,
gd tings dun last.
neither do bad ones.
so,
cheer up
b happieee
=D
(2 whoever who's feelin depressed. particularly abt sch. [;)
& of coursees,
I hv my own way 2 de-stress...
(;
*start by crying in2 d pillow 4 hrs!*
(=
~
ok.
2 many smilies.
bt, HECK.
=D
~
oh yarrr,
b4 i 4gt,
i missed kak has's wed.
)=?
nah.
(=
was sick larh deyy.
& m 'away'.
~
rite.
turned out 2 b quite a longgg post eh?
well, feed ur eyes readers!
-,-

bye, byeskees.
^o^

ok. so...yea;
finally think i shld update.
no, i NOE i shld update.
its juz dat...
ders so many things dat has been happeninggg. (gawd. my eng is DETERIORATING.)
so, yea...
tests, TESTS, & MORE TESTS.
yea...
oww...im thinking so much, my head's hurtin'
*i see stars*
٭٭٭٭٭
haiz.
i think its clear now dat im in a confused/muddled/jumbled state.
mhmm, yet again.
~mumbo jumbo ooh ooh~
ok. dat was random.
yea anyways...
i tink im gonna list down d tings on my mind...
so dat i cld tink it out properly...
gawd. i ♥ lists.
makes me feel organised...(when in actual fact im nOt)
yea so...here it goes-->

1] well, studies. freaking teachers. even more freaking tests. even, EVEN more fffreakinnn results.

2] i noe its kinda 2 late, bt iv nvr mentioned dat i went 2 hong kong last dec, did i? well, yea. dun gt me wrg. its nt troubling me. loads of sweet memories, LOADS. in fact 2 much dat its bin stuck in my head...unncessarily. yea. & dats wen d troubles come in...
¤ Æ
¤ щ
¤ э
¤ ђ
¤ ۞
haizzz.

3] sch. ppl, in sch. generally. dats all im gonna say. b.

4] Bitches&Bastards.(nt referring 2 any1 in particular)

5]hmmm...wat else? now dat im pen-ning down my thoughts, its kinda hard 2 think...oh wait, im feelin depressed now is mainly bcs MYAMMARXSUX.

6] my 'add'.

7] my 'Gppl'.

8] basically my life. no, my life doesn't suckkk. only @ x.

9] im nt a gd fren...i dun tink i m. i want a debate on tis topic. s in --> "sulyanna is a good friend. do you agree?" it'll be interesting 2 c how ppl tink abt me. oh, no hypocrites pls.

10] my...
my...
my...
nvm.

ok. so. yea. dats d list. bt i feel lyk ders sth missing. rateh. dat was wat i was gonna say.
im,
still,
yep,
confused.
abt stufff.
or maybe im juz overreacting.
s always.

hmm, im tinking of writing a poem on 'Bitches&Bastards'.
some1 suggests a song.
well, let's juz c how it goes.

oh, & 1 ting im happy abt is,
IMMAKINGPROGRESS.
jia you!!
kampate!!
or wtv it is.
b.

rites...
so i guess...
dats a WRAP.
byeskees sweeties frenzies...

all im saying is,
i need a leewei...

§

had a great wk.
quite/nearly/almost.
sadly,
2dae spoils d wk. (¿)
alot of stufff...
happened...
and - ...
didn happen.
bt ders some1 who...
kindof...
cheered me ┴
yea.
[sighhh]
nvm.
m lookin 4wrd 2 2ml.
no, NOT guitar.
THINKING DAY 2007.
yea.
will try 2 shout.
i mean, cheer.
yea.
yeayeayea...
& life goes onnn...
*lthomfeelindead*

had a fine wk.
nth much happened.
& certainly nt 2ml.

im addicted 2 1960/70s songs.
will upload d vids.
enjoiii.
~altho most prob only u watch it~
wTv

[nt in sequence]










=D

a no. of ppl left.
so waddd?
i gt 7 more.
huh.

anwy, im starting 2, erm, love[?] my class?
ok 2 early.
bt im adapting well.
d ppl der r niceeeeee(=
well, MOSTLY.
anwy, yea, lonerNOmore.
(=

so, 2ml's sat yea.
hah.
m quite looking 4wrd 2 it.
~coz tis wk's definitely not a cruise...~
gosh. i feel lyk JKP. lol.
& no, im nt a les.
altho im in lurrrve w a girl.
she's just an angel.
n, yea, miss d 2 of u.
~what cheer, my beloveds?~
oknvm.

hmmm. wat else?
ders juz so much 2 write, so little time.
~scratch dat 'so little tym'. ur juz lazy.~
ohgoshh. iv started 2 talk 2 myself even wen blogging.
tis is baaaaad.
nt dat id care.
(=

ohh, & wtv it is, i MUST write tis...

I CAME LATE TO SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY MORNING.
AS IN, REALLY LATE.
10/15 MINUTES LATE.
LATECOMER!!!
oknvm.
exaggerating.
as usual.
in blogging.
ok NNNvm.
bt yea, tis is My Very First Time in coming to school late in all d yrs iv bin sching.
nth, 2 b proud of,
bt i M. (=
its quite a memorable experience.
(=

anwy, gtg.
~finally~
wtvRRR.

gawwwd.
i really must stop tis talkin-to-self thinghy.
m gg maDDD.
:DDD

rite, bb...
.
.
.
CORPULENT ASSANINES!!!
;p

jkjk, i love my readers actually.
y?
well, coz ders less den 5 of dem/wk.
)=
<333

well,
BYE.

huh.
wasnt meself 2dae.
was quiter den usual.
& some ppl were freaked out w d way i behaved.
hah.
its ok.
i noe im wierd.
i noe every 3/5 ppl tinks im weird.
bt agn,
its ok.
i dun deny d fact.
& recess gonna suck.
coz i canT stay in class.
huh.

& i hvnt 4gtn abt u,

JasvinderKaurPannu.

*u make me smile(=*

J.K.P: beTTer??

oh, & i'll gv u a kiss 1 dae...1 fyn dae...
.
.
.
or NiTe.